Losing you

 You lit up my world,

But now you’re gone.

It feels like you’re pushing me away,

I don’t want you to push me away.

You seem to like this other girl,

And you have been ignoring me.

Why are you doing this to me?

What did I ever do?

I simply can’t live a day without you.

You fulfill all my needs,

You helped me when times were hard.

Then you just ignored me.

You were gone,

You disappeared.

Where did you go?

I will not let you bring me down.

I am strong and independent,

But secretly I still need you.

I will never be the same,

The same as before I was talking to you.

You found this other girl,

You like her a lot,

Looking at you being happy,

Happy with her and not me.

I know what you do,

I know,

But not this.

I blocked you out.

Since I don’t want to push you away,

I didn’t want to loose you.

But now I think I did.

What did I do wrong to you?

People tell me that you want to talk.

Why didn’t you just before?

Why couldn’t you just tell me,

Just tell me you had an eye,

An eye for another girl.

Seeing you in love is driving me crazy.

I don’t know what else to do.

Except from loving you.

You may not know this but I think you will,

I have loved you and I love you still.

But you have another girl,

With who you’re happy with.

I know you don’t care,

You only care about her.

I just wanted to say that this is very rude of you.

Just pushing me away like I am nothing,

Nothing more than air.

Well I think this is goodbye,

But I will still be thinking about you in my mind.

You are carved into my thoughts,

And no one can do anything.

No one will ever be able to remove,

Remove my carvings of you.

I am trying not to care,

And I am trying to stop being near.

I know it’s going to be hard,

But it would only affect me.

You don’t know what you’re dong to me.

Inside you’re killing me.

I am trying to hide my feelings,

I am trying to stop.

You know what?

I don’t care anymore.

Goodbye,

My one and only dream

When I see you it’s like magic,
It actually feels fantastic.
Being around you makes me loose my mind
It’s not that well timed.

Whenever I see you I feel butterflies,
You look as flawless as a sunrise.
You complete me at times when I’m empty,
Your confetti fills me up,
With the love from your heart,
At least so I hope.

I don’t know if you notice,
I’m not the closest.
I might not be the closest to you,
But that doesn’t stop me from liking you.

I am pretty sure you don’t know,
You didn’t talk to me long ago.
You saw me and said hello,
I thought about you and whoa,
I couldn’t stop.

Many people ship me,
But there is no future I could see.
This makes me sad,
So sad but also at the same time mad.

Thinking about you makes me float,
It makes me think of a boat.
Only you and me floating away,
To be free from today. 

So we can live our lives as we want,
And maybe go to Vermont.
Only the two of us,
Yes that’s my only dream.

My dream to float away with my one and only,
My one and only dream,
Two people,
One dream.